I have been thinking lately, that, I know I have many talents, but I wish I could do more with them! It is something that I have been pondering for a while now.. just one of those things that nags at the back of your mind, and never really lets up until you do something about it. Ugh, but what am I supposed to do? Sometimes I think that even though I know some of the things I would like to do, the opportunity would be very unlikely to present itself.. like, ever. I just want to feel like I am doing something with my life!! (it's hard to focus on the good things about yourself, especially when you feel like they don't really matter to anyone but yourself)I don't know, it's weird, lately I have been just feeling like i'm wasting time, like I should be doing something, but I don't know what! It is a little frustrating kindof...

On another note; PLEASE if you take any advice from me ever in your life please take this ---

JOHN MAYER - BATTLE STUDIES.


Oh my heavens I have not heard music like this in a long time! The lyrics are insanely touching. Like you listen to it and you feel like the things you always felt but never could explain are put into words. And the melodies compliment everything he is trying to express so well somehow that it makes you wonder if he has been in your head. This is what music is about ya'll! Assassin & All We Ever Do is Say Goodbye are my favorites right now, but they are all good. I can't even explain it but honestly, get this album, it is the best I have heard from him! I never really thought he was THAT talented, but this is so well written and you know it came from someplace real, not just some guy looking to make money and be famous. AMAZING! GO GET IT, THIS INSTANT!

Anyways, I'm kindof just rambeling about my thoughts sorry.. but it has just been on my mind so much I don't know how to get it outta there! Do you ever feel like this? If you have please explain to me how you got it resolved?!

Thank you and goodnight friends. Seasons Greetings to all!