Dear Tomorrow,

please be gentle. 

please be kind. 

please pass away quickly. 

please be distracting. 

please be understanding. 

please keep me busy working. 

please bless no one yells at me at work or is rude. 

Cuz  tomorrow I will be fragile. 

I will be more than fragile. 

Let's be honest. 

Please know I am grateful for this day 

for giving me what I know now 

for the opportunity to have learned vital things 

for having more time to myself & with the Lord that I know I need

to have more time to become the person I know I can reach now

to have the time to be able to focus on drawing closer to the lord and to be better in the long run 

I am grateful I have the time I need to become the person I know I can.  

please be full of love and kindness 

please be tender and soft 

please don't let me have too much time to think

please bless the walk in freezer in the back will be empty if I need it to be at work

please bless I wont take too long, my waterproof mascara will do it's duty and no one will notice

please bless when I come back out, I will be okay, and no one will suspect a thing

please bless I wont need that, but who am I kidding I know I most likely will

So please just bless it will get over with quickly
and the next day will come. and this all will be just a terrible memory in the past.
And I can forget and move forward
after tomorrow I will be free

please just pass away just like any other normal day only maybe a little faster. 

Because my heart breaks at the thought of what today was supposed to be 

and what it isn't now 

even though I'm grateful because I know I have this time to do a lot of things I need to 

before I feel like I'm in the right place for that

and how I could have thought I was back then I will never know 

the time for me being by myself is needed right now

It still just hurts. kills. mutilates. and then hurts again. 

So if I have ever asked for anything life 

and needed it badly 

tomorrow would be the day to just please go easy

Dear tomorrow, 

please have mercy on me.

I am very fragile this day, and I would love to make it out in one piece. 

thanks so very much 

Yours Truly, 

Chelsea Lynn  

ps.  I have an undying faith that The Lord is always with me and this is the exact thing I need right now. His comfort is reliable, steadfast and true. 

Ask me how I could get through days like tomorrow without him and I would laugh in your face at the mere absurdity of the question. It's amazing how much peace it brings though knowing you're doing what the Lord wants you to no matter how hard it is.

However, your prayers are welcomed.

Heaven knows I will need them. 

What better day for learning, feeling the Lords arms around me & growth? 

Happy August 13th everyone.